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here.. again i cry.. T___T
am i that bad?
sorry..
i want to be the one that create your smile..
i wanna be your laugh..
i wanna be the one you love most..
i wanna be every sweet moment in your life..
i really wanna be the best for you..
but..
i failed..
i always hurting you..
i always makes you mad with me..
i'm sorry..
i can't be as you want..
i'm just..
ugly..
stupid..
idiot..
i'm nothing..
but..
dear, i'm really sorry..
iloveyou..