::new life begun::

its life..

that we never know what will happen in a second later..

its life..

when we never think that it will be happen..

its life..

then, everything about life we never know..

it just happen without any clue..

now, i'm going through my life..

that i dont know what will happen..

my new life begun this morning..

i hope my life, 'seimdah embun pagi yang mengelilingi perjalanan aku turun keja pagi tadik...'

i hope my life, 'semekar morning glory yang aku nampak pagi tadik..'

and i hope, perjalanan hidup aku pastuk adalah seindah-indah ciptaan Allah..

Subhanallah..

setelah sekian lama aku pun life sik teratur..

baruk nektk aku rasa, aku dah jumpa balit jalan hidup aku..

aku akan cuba untuk polah perkara terakhir..

yup..

be frank..

i dont know wether i'll get the spirit to be frank..

its life, right..?

we dont ever know..

aku akan cuba polah yang terbait untuk jadi yang lebih bait..

and,  after a few months aku hidup jauh dari jalan yang sebenar..

now, aku kembali sikit-sikit ke ;life aku yang dolok..

after a talk with my collague..

i know, life is our choice..

Allah create a destiny..

but, we that choose it..

weither we choose the good or bad faith..

its in our hand..

am i right..?

hmm..

i think.. but not to sure..

cause, life is something that we just 'rancang'..

ok, i dont wanna cry in front of strangers..

so, i just wanna say that i'm happy with my new life..  ^_^

p/s: i just have a few days with him.. then, again.. my life will change.. just smile.. ^_^

hyep dears!
dunno la mok letak title pa.. jom story panjang2 jum.. p aku sikda cta.. huhu.. at extreme gik.. cam besa.. conconfirm la kenak bomm gik pastuk.. half day, p pey umah malam wak.. ri marek pun aku d ctok.. ahe balit.. huhu.. aku sikda la denga orang d umah ya membebel.. p nya yang trok kenak.. huhu.. aku sikda cita bha.. pa gik mok d sher sal idup aku owe.. =.='

dua cincin-hello band

Tak mampu aku
Menahan sakit hatiku
Niatmu kau madu
Beribu cara telah ku coba
Tapi apa daya ku tak kuasa
Kau menginginkannya
Tak bisa jari-jariku terima dua cincin
Dari hatimu dari cintamu
Dan tak bisa perasaanku berbagi kasih
Dengan dirinya dari cintamu
Beribu cara telah ku coba
Tapi apa daya ku tak kuasa
Kau menginginkannya
Tak mampu aku  menahan sakit

that's my favourite song for now.. dua cincin by hello band.. macam aku penah bercerita sal lagu tk la.. p i dun remember la cne aku story.. this song sal sorang laki yang tolak bila gurl nya suh nya nga gurl lain.. i dunno la why gurl ya suh laki ya trimak mpuan lain.. p laki ya setia.. nya refuse.. huu..

waa! chatting with my cuz.. rindu lagi.. hari2 rindu.. erm.. apa la nasib aku tk..  bha.. ilang idea mk writing.. chow jak la.. papai~~

::blogwalking kerana rindu::

hyep sayang!

yaa! rindu datang lagi..

kali ini pada zaman persekolahan yang telah sekian lama ditinggalkan..

rindu pada temanteman..

rindu pada guruguru..

rindu pada adikadik..

rindu pada ikli dini..

dulu, masa skolah..

aku la yang paling slalu escape..

slalu lari..

tapi arinie, tbatba aku rindu..

yup!

dah lame tak jumpe kawankawan..

tadi blogwalking at blog lauk pauk kehidupan..

story pasal extrovert..

batch mase at smap labu..

sumpah! aku rindu smap labu..

ntah bile ar aku dapat jumpe dyorang lagi..

contact pun dah takde..

tunggu la satu saat nanti..

aku pegi lawat skolah tu..

even da takde orang kenal aku..

huhu~

banyak sangat kenangan at sane..

even just 4tahun..

4tahun tu lame kot..

waa! aku rindu..

ase cam nak terbang balik kl je..

hmm..

aku at cc..

ntah brape lame da aku at cni..

aku pun taktau..

naek beku da aku..

ok, na sambung berblogwalking at blog lauk pauk kehidupan..

chow..

tataa~

:: :'( ::

hyep dears.. :(

i want my life back! 

i really want..

i'm tired with this way of life.. 

how long would i wait to get my own life?? 

i know, it's my fault.. 

everyday, i just can say, without do it.. 

so sad, right? 

i cant do anything that i want.. 

i just follow what he want.. 

what i say is just a word flying through wind for him.. 

everyday i cry.. 

but for what?? 

nothing can change what i need to face now..

Ya Rabb, please lend me a strength.. 

i need it.. 

i've nobody.. 

yup! i also have lost him.. 

i dont have anything left accept Allah..

i hope i can face it.. :'(

::1st of june::

hyep dears!

yeah! in a mid of year already.. time pass without waiting me.. hmm.. it's only a few days for me to standing beside.. am i ready? to stand alone.. without my strength? we gonna wait and see till that day.. not really in mood to update.. just a little bit missing a new entry here.. huhu.. i think, i'll never have enough time to create every single piece of my memory as before.. i'll miss it.. yup! nothing is forever.. evrything will having the end.. including our life.. we just can try to do the best thing.. but, we can't decided.. yeah! i'm in love.. everyone know, right? but, the person that i love, doesn't.. one day, when he know.. it'll be too late.. haha! i'm strong enough to hold and regret later.. ^_^  but, there are the quote that say.. we don't have time to regret the past.. but, facing the future.. time will not waiting for us.. it will not stop to give us time to regret.. so, no need to regret.. just create the thing better..alaa!.. lazy to type.. ok la.. lets stop here.. ^_^

tataa~

p/s: i'm a big girl.. so, i don't cry.. just smile..^_^