Sunday, 28 August 2011
::SALAM AIDILFITRI::
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Wednesday, 24 August 2011
kata.hati.
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Wednesday, 17 August 2011
AKU SENSITIF!
SENSITIVE..
i dont know since when i'm being very sensitive..
i feel like no one cares about me..
no one loves me..
i easily cry..
since i decided to move on..
since i say to myself i can live without razi..
since i say i just gonna miss him in past..
i'm being too sensitive..
i hate this feeling..
i cant avoid my tears fall when i miss him..
yeah! sometimes, i really miss him..
now,
i'm being in a really bad condition..
low self confidence..
dont trust anyone..
easily cry..
i dont know what happen..
i think i'm a bad person now..
i do anything i want..
without thinking others feeling..
there are no more razi with me..
i feel lonely..
i feel like i'm in the dark place..
i still love him..
that's the fact..
even in keep trying to forget him..
i cant, i cant forget him..
he's the one that shining my day..
that always say, 'creating my smile is his responsible..'
but, it just a memory..
his words is just in my dream..
i need to let him go..
i need to wake up from this long dream..
huh!
i'm tired of this..
i dont know what i must do..
razi, how can i forget u??
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ABANG!
happy birthday to you.happy birthday to you,happy birthday to abang,happy birthday to you.. :)
yeah! this date comes again..
abang's birthday..
as usual, i wish him sharply at 0000am..
but, this year makes me really disappointed with abang..
he just say, 'K'..
no thanks?
huh!
he changes at all..
erm..
people easily changes, kan?
its ok..
the important things is he's happy..
btw, i dunno what i wanna give him..
erm..
shirt? wallet? perfume?
argh!
i dunno..
huhu..
ok, i'll think it later..
time to go to college..
again, otanjoubi, abang.. ^_^
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Tuesday, 16 August 2011
i'm move on
hyep!
yes, i got the strength to move on..
see.. no more things about RAZI that permanent in my blog..
except the header..
still in process to create new header..
huhu..
new theme, ILOVEMYSINGLELIFE.. :)
yup!
i hope that i'll be happy then..
maybe, it's time for me to appreciate my single life..
yeah! study is the most important thing in my life.. ^_^
now, chill mila!
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Friday, 12 August 2011
♥ilovemysinglelife♥
hyep! ^_^
sorry uncle, tajuk entry ni kamoo punya quotes.. :P
♥ilovemysinglelife♥..
ni fav words aku sekarang..
y?
sebab aku dah selesa single..
lagi satu sebab, aku single pun tak rasa cam single..
razi always de untuk teman aku..
untuk tolong aku selesaikan pe yang menyerabutkan kepala otak aku..
huhu..
cam awal pagi tadi..
dye teman aku sampai aku tidow n tak sedar bile dye bangun..
tbe2 je dah de msg..
aku taktau pun kol brape aku letak fon..
hmm..
ntah la..
aku tak faham kenapa aku sayang dye..
aku taktau ar kalo aku boleh ubah rasa sayang aku tu..
yelah..
ktorang dah takde pape..
tapi, aku still sayang razi cam dulu..
nak kate kurang, makin sayang ade ar..
plek kan?
hmm..
aku just harap yang aku dapat redha kalo 1day nanti dye tinggalkan aku..
aku terjumpa satu doa nak panjangkan jodoh ni..
meh sama2 kte amalka.. :)
“YA Allah! Satukanlah kami sebagaimana telah Engkau satukan antara Adam dan Siti Hawa, dan sebagaimana telah Engkau satukan antara Yusuf dan Zulaikha, dan sebagaimana telah Engkau satukan antara Sayyidina Ali dan Fatimah az-Zahra, dan sebagaimana telah Engkau satukan antara Penghulu kami, nabi Muhammad, dan Khadijah al-Kubra serta Aisyah ar-Ridha”..
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Tuesday, 9 August 2011
=.=
hyep!
ari nih, keje aku kat cni je..
err~
demam blogging suda..
haha..
penat jelajah blog orang..
dah line lembab semacam..
err~
siput pun boleh menang..
huh!
normal la..
wifi yang agak 'baik' standard dye memang camtu..
dah tired ar..
mau study~ ^_^
esok de quiz..
de practical activity..
argh!
macam2 je..
trase kemalasan mau turun klas..
haiya mila!
semangat..semangat..
aish~
kbye..
mau study..
imisshim~
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Monday, 8 August 2011
malang tak berbau
hye all..
aku mau story ni..
pasal pe yang jadi semalam..
huhu..
semalam i had an accident..
xcden kete..
sume jadi tbe2..
actually, cte dye camni..
pagi semalam aku mimpi plek..
ble aku cte kat razi, dye cakap hati2 n jangan balik sorang..
so, sebab tu..
aku suh uncle aku anta aku..
mase otw tu ar ktorang xcden..
otw dari nilai ke kl..
self-accident..
huhu..
mase tu kt highway..
ujan lebat..
ntah macam mane, tbe2 je kete tu berpusing..
2round..
agak terkejut ar..
mase tu, aku ingat mati je..
syukur alhamdulillah, kete je yang terok..
kteorg sume ok..
aku nan uncle je yg cedera..
aku nye bibir pecah..
boleh wat hantaran aku kurang tuh..
huhu..
takpe la..
janji selamat..
nasib baik de pakcik teksi tu brenti tolong ktorang..
pakcik yang baik hati tu ar bawak ktorang g hospital serdang..
xcden tu area kol1430 la..
ktorang kat hospital sampai kol1830..
lame gak..
kat hospital tu, aku sempat pengsan..
huhu..
lepas check, n xray..
again, thanks God..
sume ok..
malam tadi, kol2120 aku dah tdo dah..
penat..
then aku terbangun kol0250 tadi..
aku asyik terbayang kete tu berpusing2 je..
trauma lagi..
aku pun call razi..
thanks b sebab sudi teman masa yang perlukan b..
n now, aku dah takleh tdo..
nak bersahur, aku just boleh minum air je..
bibir sakit lagi..
hmm..
aku saje nak share kat cni..
sebab ni 1st time aku xcden kete nan trok..
bese xcden moto je..
huhu..
tangan aku pun dah penat..
kesan injection semalam trasa lagi..
so, aku chow dulu ea..
pesanan aku..
HATI-HATI DI JALAN RAYA..
lagi2 musim nak raya ni..
k, la..
doakan yang terbaik untuk kte sume.. ^_^
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Saturday, 6 August 2011
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BAHAGIA WALAU SEKETIKA
hyep! what's up! [brape ari ni, asyik gune trademark MILA je..]
kalo sape2 yang de bace entry2 aku before nih, mesti dapat teka aku nak story pasal pe.. hehe.. well, bahagia aku de satu je.. so, it's gonna b a story about RAZI.. bosan nan nme dye? boleh BERLALU dari blog aku.. coz, it's up to me la nak story pe kan? hmm..
semalam, aku gayut nan dye.. macam dulu2.. dari kol1 sampai ar sahur tadi.. argh! aku akan rindu saat tu.. macam2 story.. ye ke story? erm.. ntah la.. yang pasti ktorang borak ar.. huhu.. lor~ idea aku dah terbang ntah ke mana.. ish.. beru je nak story panjang2.. huhu..
AaAaAa.. borak punye borak.. gelak punye gelak.. ending dye, aku tetap nangis.. nak tau sebab pe? sebab.. 'I WANT HIM, EVEN IF IT JUST WISHING AND WISHING'.. yup! sebab ayat tu.. aku nak dye.. tapi tu tak akan terjadi.. hmm.. ending dye aku nagis sebab satu je.. sebab word 'ILOVEYOU'.. bile aku sebut word tu, ntah nape air mata aku senang je nak ngalir.. hmm..
tapi, aku bahagia dapat luangkan masa nan dye.. aku bahagia even hanya untuk seketika.. ye ar.. bukan slalu.. ape2 pun, dye akan tetap jadi kenangan terindah dalah hidup aku.. selagi Allah, pinjamkan aku kasih sayang tu, aku akan terus jaga. sebab, MENYAYANGI TIDAK SEMESTINYA MEMILIKI.. aku akan redha.. mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni.. btw, RAZI, IMISSYOU..
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Thursday, 4 August 2011
taktau nak bagi tajuk pe
what's up! what's up! ^_^
before that, to abang aleyp n mr.razi..thanks ya! sebab ada dalam hidup aku..thanks wak for colouring hari2 aku nan indahnya..without takduak, sunyi hidup aku..aku sayang takduak ketat2.. ^_^
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what must i do? =.='
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Monday, 1 August 2011
1ramadhan1432hijrah
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